death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
Gotta agree with you here. Its different for everyone, but for me, I know the reason I failed in previous attempts was because I wasn't 100% committed to the idea that it was over for me here. Now that I have that certainty, there's a surprising amount of peace about having made the decision that I never felt before.I don't think anyone should kill themselves if they have that hope in them.
Glad to hear you still have some hope.Trying to kill yourself while drunk is not a good idea tbh. The only time I've attempted was while I was drunk and I messed that up hard because I got super clumsy and got caught and sent to a psyche ward.
Alcohol also makes you impulsive. Like I kind of need it to actually got through with it, I've never made plans to kill myself while not under the influence. I think I have a very slight sense of hope in me. I don't think anyone should kill themselves if they have that hope in them.
I also feel the same.Apart from making sure everything works, I want to fully experience the release of dying. Once I finally, fully step-off, it will be over so quickly. No need for alcohol because there won't be time for pain.
Its normal to be scared. I'm also in terror but this is the most guaranteed method I can get. I wish we all can die peacefully.I envy u guys who have the guts to go for full suspension. I wish I had the balls to do it ... I m such a chicken ... Don't know when will I gather the courage
I will use a flat strap, more than 1" wide.I also feel the same.
If I may ask will you put something on your neck to prevent skin burn? What is the thickness of your rope?