death137

death137

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If so why?
 
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...you know, for someone who has used alcohol to self-medicate to the point of abuse and major legal problems, I can't believe I've never thought of using it in connection with hanging. :O
 
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I don't think anyone should kill themselves if they have that hope in them.
Gotta agree with you here. Its different for everyone, but for me, I know the reason I failed in previous attempts was because I wasn't 100% committed to the idea that it was over for me here. Now that I have that certainty, there's a surprising amount of peace about having made the decision that I never felt before.
 
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death137

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Trying to kill yourself while drunk is not a good idea tbh. The only time I've attempted was while I was drunk and I messed that up hard because I got super clumsy and got caught and sent to a psyche ward.

Alcohol also makes you impulsive. Like I kind of need it to actually got through with it, I've never made plans to kill myself while not under the influence. I think I have a very slight sense of hope in me. I don't think anyone should kill themselves if they have that hope in them.
Glad to hear you still have some hope.

You told the 2 opposite effects of alcohol but overall it seems you don't recommend it. I had some reservation before posting this and now I've decided not to use it.
 
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Apart from making sure everything works, I want to fully experience the release of dying. Once I finally, fully step-off, it will be over so quickly. No need for alcohol because there won't be time for pain.
 
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Apart from making sure everything works, I want to fully experience the release of dying. Once I finally, fully step-off, it will be over so quickly. No need for alcohol because there won't be time for pain.
I also feel the same.

If I may ask will you put something on your neck to prevent skin burn? What is the thickness of your rope?
 
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I envy u guys who have the guts to go for full suspension. I wish I had the balls to do it ... I m such a chicken ... Don't know when will I gather the courage
 
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I envy u guys who have the guts to go for full suspension. I wish I had the balls to do it ... I m such a chicken ... Don't know when will I gather the courage
Its normal to be scared. I'm also in terror but this is the most guaranteed method I can get. I wish we all can die peacefully.
 
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I also feel the same.

If I may ask will you put something on your neck to prevent skin burn? What is the thickness of your rope?
I will use a flat strap, more than 1" wide.
I pre-tighten everything (before stepping off). I will rub either olive oil or hand lotion on the strap.
 
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The chances of something going wrong because you are drunk are high as the friend already said, I always thought of suspension as a good method if I was doped enough not to feel pain, maybe morphine or Clonazepam (?)
 
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