Any place I can go to die

[lkjhgfdsa1]

I ran away from my home—
Only to realize I'm stuck alone yet again
I have no idea what to do
Every day I see myself lose it more and more
I have nowhere to go anymore
I know where I need to go!!! And it is not this earth

 

[Suicidal_manlet]

Japan's suicide forest

 

[rozeske]

You are better off to go back home and seek the help you need. You don't seem to be in the right head space now including your past posts. Once you have calmed down and you feel better, you can make an informed decision.

 

[Confront4283]

Switzerland. Look up a place called "Dignitas", I've been thinking of it myself.

 

[AdamOndiAhman]

You are better off to go back home and seek the help you need. You don't seem to be in the right head space now including your past posts. Once you have calmed down and you feel better, you can make an informed decision.

@lkjhgfdsa1 , i agree with the quoted post and feel like it is the most sensible course of action to take. especially so considering u were trying to deactivate ur account just a few days ago because of how in shock u were at being here looking at ways to end ur life.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

@lkjhgfdsa1 ,this is the most sensible course of action to take. especially so considering u were trying to deactivate ur account juat a few days ago because of how in shock u were at being here looking at ways to end ur life.

that post was from some time ago
when things were much different

Then I took a break from this site and everything in my life, trying to fix something that is out of my control (I haven't shared that on this site)

But now again I realize my break was just a delusion and i am stuck in a hopeless situation

The reason why I am posting now is because I am looking for comfort and support

 

[Onelegman]

Go back home and seek medical help, maybe they can help you.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Go back home and seek medical help, maybe they can help you.

The reason I left is because I don't want that

 

[Onelegman]

Then go straight to the hospital and confess

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Then go straight to the hospital and confess

Confess what?

 

[Confront4283]

that post was from some time ago
when things were much different

Then I took a break from this site and everything in my life, trying to fix something that is out of my control (I haven't shared that on this site)

But now again I realize my break was just a delusion and i am stuck in a hopeless situation

The reason why I am posting now is because I am looking for comfort and support

CTB is an interesting one because it's a decision that is very much permanent. If you're flip flopping in a matter of days then you simply are not ready. It has to be a decision made with a rational mind, where even when you're in one of your better days, you know deep down it's the right decision.

What if you actually can recover and live a good life? You're running away from home and your life is just starting, I'm not trying to say it will definitely get better, it might not, but if you still want to live a life deep down, there is a path there without your parents. I should know, I cut my parents off when i turned 18.

I'm wishing for your peace, regardless of what decision you make.

 

[Onelegman]

Confess what?

Your ideas for CTB, your problems... whatever you want...
I am not pro-life but everything indicates that you have suffered a crisis of some kind.

 

[LaughingGoat]

Are you asking in relation to a specific method? Because there's not really any place you can't die.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

I ran away from my home—
Only to realize I'm stuck alone yet again
I have no idea what to do
Every day I see myself lose it more and more
I have nowhere to go anymore
I know where I need to go!!! And it is not this earth

I meant anywhere in the world
I can go anywhere if it means there is a good place to die
I am thinking about jumping
It should be quick
There are many places to jump

 

[Traveller12724]

I meant anywhere in the world
I can go anywhere if it means there is a good place to die
I am thinking about jumping
It should be quick
There are many places to jump

I am truly sorry you find yourself on these shores again, whatever happened to the SN you re-ordered ? Was it too slow to ship ?

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

I am truly sorry you find yourself on these shores again, whatever happened to the SN you re-ordered ? Was it too slow to ship ?

I fail to get proper AE