Right now I don't really have the ideal circumstances to try and die. So, sometimes to console myself, I say "I can always kill myself next year" or whatever. I mean, it's true. I can. I don't really want to stick around right now, but the thing about suicide is that it doesn't really matter if I do it now or 6 months from now. It's nice to think that I can still do it 1 or 2 years from now if I still feel I have to.
Caustic Cardinals
Enlightened
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bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
sooner the better. each day that goes by is a possible chance you might not be able to do it.
Paulsmith
Student
- Aug 8, 2018
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Justanotherconsumer
Paragon
- Jul 9, 2018
- 974
Alot of older people are in that position they may or may not ever ctb but at least they have the option if everything goes to hell. Some people are under "deadlines" maybe they are up for a court date or something, health may be bad, forced into homelessness. I suppose there are a million reasons to ctb, for me its always been about freedom.
ikuchan
ying
- Aug 28, 2018
- 23
i think your post is kind of ironic
the thing about being suicidal is that most of us can't even fathom a "later" or dread the prospect of our life being extended for even one more day
the thing about being suicidal is that most of us can't even fathom a "later" or dread the prospect of our life being extended for even one more day
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
exactly! I can't comprehend living more than 6 months from now.
PatKat
Meh
- Aug 9, 2018
- 1,025
Do not do it unless you are 100% sure... It cannot be reversed just remember that.
bigj75
“From Knowledge springs power."
- Sep 1, 2018
- 2,540
this! I believe depression can be overcome for some people. I've seen it. Make sure this is truly the last resort.
PatKat
Meh
- Aug 9, 2018
- 1,025
Yea im not being prolife or anything your decision is yours my friend.
Ashpac
Lost and always will be.
- Jul 22, 2018
- 795
Same, Im excited.
