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blackorchid

blackorchid

Facing the brink.
Mar 27, 2026
5
yes i have read about in the PPH and saw what happened to A. wouldn't like to try my luck just asking vets out of nowhere.

does anybody know anything? i was hopeful, but i might stick to my plan A...
 
Rogue_Gendarme

Rogue_Gendarme

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Apr 22, 2024
40
yes i have read about in the PPH and saw what happened to A. wouldn't like to try my luck just asking vets out of nowhere.

does anybody know anything? i was hopeful, but i might stick to my plan A...
IIRC, N is impossible to obtain in dark web as well as legally to the point ppl just give up on it until they obtain it like some sort of suicide artifact (usually how it feels for most methods outside of hanging/choking/strangulation)

Which is why SN is usually the go-to method other than N. I've been lurking here long enough to know that it's difficult to obtain N to the point that it's impossible, but maybe I'm wrong and Latin American nations have high availability with N
 
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blackorchid

blackorchid

Facing the brink.
Mar 27, 2026
5
IIRC, N is impossible to obtain in dark web as well as legally to the point ppl just give up on it until they obtain it like some sort of suicide artifact (usually how it feels for most methods outside of hanging/choking/strangulation)

Which is why SN is usually the go-to method other than N. I've been lurking here long enough to know that it's difficult to obtain N to the point that it's impossible, but maybe I'm wrong and Latin American nations have high availability with N
I tought the same about it being more availible here in latin america but I might just give up. no idea where to get SN without the specific procedures.

thank you for your response.
 
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