okkkk

okkkk

just ignore me3
Jun 28, 2019
97
my anxiety has me in a headlock. walking through this world is a fruitless effort. anything i try to do is handicapped by a rush of pure fear. I am completely crippled by it.

if you're too afraid to connect with people, you're going to be alone forever.

after this you are going to be alone, you have no where to be.

everyone can see how awkward and nervous you are. You look like a fucking idiot.

What you're afraid of is invisible. you are mentally ill. no one is trying to harm you. yet your tongue is nailed to the bottom of your mouth.

being able to communicate confidently is imperative to getting anywhere in life and it is the exact thing you lack.

you will fail.

you will be alone forever.

does anyone have any info on any substances legal or illegal that can curb my chronic anxiety? I simply refuse to live this way.
 
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Shamana

Warlock
May 31, 2019
716
I found microdosing magic mushrooms pretty usefull actually. Some people have succes with L-theanine and CBD oil as well. I can also recommend Agar-35 or Bimala from Siddhi Energetics.

In psyc meds there are tons, but I find it difficult to asess the risk/reward scenario. In general I'm not a big fan of psyc meds because of the side effects they come with along with emotional blunting.
 
PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,025
my anxiety has me in a headlock. walking through this world is a fruitless effort. anything i try to do is handicapped by a rush of pure fear. I am completely crippled by it.

if you're too afraid to connect with people, you're going to be alone forever.

after this you are going to be alone, you have no where to be.

everyone can see how awkward and nervous you are. You look like a fucking idiot.

What you're afraid of is invisible. you are mentally ill. no one is trying to harm you. yet your tongue is nailed to the bottom of your mouth.

being able to communicate confidently is imperative to getting anywhere in life and it is the exact thing you lack.

you will fail.

you will be alone forever.

does anyone have any info on any substances legal or illegal that can curb my chronic anxiety? I simply refuse to live this way.
I have used Valium, xanax, klonopin, buspar, and propanolol for anxiety<at different times of course>.

So the 3 benzos I tried were all awful made me worse, and I felt drugged out after taking them.

Buspar made my anxiety 500x worse

Propanolol is a blood pressure medication i believe and it actually helped my anxiety. No noticable negative side effects for me.

There is a test called "Genomind" they swab your cheek and a lab can figure out what meds will/wont work with your genetics. After i got mine done figuring out all of my medications were much easier. If insured this test still costs $300 out of pocket though. Feel free to message me about medications i have taken quite a few of them.


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cryptic_cynic

cryptic_cynic

Degenerate
Jul 8, 2019
129
Cannabis. Indica or hybrid strains.
 
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justanotherday

Specialist
Jul 22, 2019
397
my anxiety has me in a headlock. walking through this world is a fruitless effort. anything i try to do is handicapped by a rush of pure fear. I am completely crippled by it.

if you're too afraid to connect with people, you're going to be alone forever.

after this you are going to be alone, you have no where to be.

everyone can see how awkward and nervous you are. You look like a fucking idiot.

What you're afraid of is invisible. you are mentally ill. no one is trying to harm you. yet your tongue is nailed to the bottom of your mouth.

being able to communicate confidently is imperative to getting anywhere in life and it is the exact thing you lack.

you will fail.

you will be alone forever.

does anyone have any info on any substances legal or illegal that can curb my chronic anxiety? I simply refuse to live this way.
I live like that too, and I am sick of it.
 

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