Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
Uhmmm???
Im finally moving soon. Like Tuesday soon..
Im so excited but been rittled with anxiety and def drinking more bc of it.
With my substance use and such I keep am awareness and a harm reduction based perspective.
If im being honest im actually eating and such these days so better off before in regards to drinking habits but ANYWAY
I HAVE SO MUCH ANXIETY.
I have tried my best to keep it at bay this last momth to move but omfggg.. i had to push it aside to get shit done. I am proud of myself tho.
Bc this move is the step to being my authentic self. Of being able to truly deal with anxiety or any other feeling... fully... being able to deal fully.. be fully..
Im not always able to make the most healthy choices but god damn am i ever proud at how I TURN IT OUT regardless of circumstances.
That being said...
Send me some love and good vibes bc ur gurl is NERVOUS. i am so excited but I haven't been on my own in MONTHS.
Aside from that im just like?? Astonished that I even managed this... like.. damn...
Tmrw I'm (hopefully) going with my fav worker to do some errands...
I'm doing my best and I just hope its enough.
Im finally moving soon. Like Tuesday soon..
Im so excited but been rittled with anxiety and def drinking more bc of it.
With my substance use and such I keep am awareness and a harm reduction based perspective.
If im being honest im actually eating and such these days so better off before in regards to drinking habits but ANYWAY
I HAVE SO MUCH ANXIETY.
I have tried my best to keep it at bay this last momth to move but omfggg.. i had to push it aside to get shit done. I am proud of myself tho.
Bc this move is the step to being my authentic self. Of being able to truly deal with anxiety or any other feeling... fully... being able to deal fully.. be fully..
Im not always able to make the most healthy choices but god damn am i ever proud at how I TURN IT OUT regardless of circumstances.
That being said...
Send me some love and good vibes bc ur gurl is NERVOUS. i am so excited but I haven't been on my own in MONTHS.
Aside from that im just like?? Astonished that I even managed this... like.. damn...
Tmrw I'm (hopefully) going with my fav worker to do some errands...
I'm doing my best and I just hope its enough.
