Hi all:
First off, thank you, in advance, for any guidance you are able to provide. This forum has been extremely helpful and I appreciate each of you. It feels good to finally have a place where people understand what it's like to truly be checked out of life, irregardless of circumstances. Thank you.
I am finally at a comfortable point in my decision to ctb. I've dealt with romanticizing suicide throughout my life, but it has traditionally been my source of "hope" as a way out of whatever crappy circumstances I was dealing with. I am finally at point where my indifference towards living is not tied to circumstances. I truly do not have a desire to live regardless of if my certain circumstances improved. I am at peace in my acceptance that I want to check out of life.
With that said, I desperately need some guidance for SN. I have 99% food grade SN and plenty of ranitidine. I am having great difficulty in finding an antiemetic to ensure I do not throw up and fail to CTB. Does anyone here know a way to get an antiemetic strong enough for this method without a prescription in the US?
I do not want to risk legal troubles by purchasing a drug online that requires a prescription. If there are not any other options to risking legal troubles, I will just take the SN without the antiemetics or I will begin planning to hang myself.
Thank you, again, for your consideration of this.
First off, thank you, in advance, for any guidance you are able to provide. This forum has been extremely helpful and I appreciate each of you. It feels good to finally have a place where people understand what it's like to truly be checked out of life, irregardless of circumstances. Thank you.
I am finally at a comfortable point in my decision to ctb. I've dealt with romanticizing suicide throughout my life, but it has traditionally been my source of "hope" as a way out of whatever crappy circumstances I was dealing with. I am finally at point where my indifference towards living is not tied to circumstances. I truly do not have a desire to live regardless of if my certain circumstances improved. I am at peace in my acceptance that I want to check out of life.
With that said, I desperately need some guidance for SN. I have 99% food grade SN and plenty of ranitidine. I am having great difficulty in finding an antiemetic to ensure I do not throw up and fail to CTB. Does anyone here know a way to get an antiemetic strong enough for this method without a prescription in the US?
I do not want to risk legal troubles by purchasing a drug online that requires a prescription. If there are not any other options to risking legal troubles, I will just take the SN without the antiemetics or I will begin planning to hang myself.
Thank you, again, for your consideration of this.
