DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
I dunno. I am just so clouded in my mind
I started Zoloft 25ml about a year ago. My experience with my psychiatrist has consistently been awful. She has always invalidated me, saying that I have no reason to be depressed and "should be happy and grateful" for what I have. I have told her how I felt and about my trauma, but she always invalidates me. Since then she has upped my dose to 50ml. However I have made the personal choice to wean off. At first Zoloft seemed to work well. I didnt have any side effects. However my depression eventually hit worse. I also have borderline peronslaity disorder which is just awful.
I decided, no more. I dont want meds anymore. I discussed this with both my psychiatrist and my therapist and I am currently weaning off. my therapist is in for me wanting ot wean, but I wonder if I am making the right choice. Sure I could get better, but my psychiatrist is shit and I def need a new one. Then also, possible side effects such as weight gain (I am actively working to lose weight), worse suicidal thoughts, etc. Its basically dead with the side effects or CTB. CTB right now sounds like the best option
I started Zoloft 25ml about a year ago. My experience with my psychiatrist has consistently been awful. She has always invalidated me, saying that I have no reason to be depressed and "should be happy and grateful" for what I have. I have told her how I felt and about my trauma, but she always invalidates me. Since then she has upped my dose to 50ml. However I have made the personal choice to wean off. At first Zoloft seemed to work well. I didnt have any side effects. However my depression eventually hit worse. I also have borderline peronslaity disorder which is just awful.
I decided, no more. I dont want meds anymore. I discussed this with both my psychiatrist and my therapist and I am currently weaning off. my therapist is in for me wanting ot wean, but I wonder if I am making the right choice. Sure I could get better, but my psychiatrist is shit and I def need a new one. Then also, possible side effects such as weight gain (I am actively working to lose weight), worse suicidal thoughts, etc. Its basically dead with the side effects or CTB. CTB right now sounds like the best option