another SN post

[devil]

i've had SN sitting in a secured spot for awhile now, i think i'm finally working up the courage to face the end.
i kept it close by as a crutch because i knew the way out would be available whenever i was ready, but here i am
staring at it and trying to hold myself back from taking it right away because i obviously don't want to rush the process.

 

[TowerUpright]

There definitely is something reassuring about having SN ready even if you aren't ready to use it. It kinda put my suicidal thoughts on hold for a little while.

If taking it is the route you are going down, I'd advise to look up resources to understand what to expect.

 

[devil]

There definitely is something reassuring about having SN ready even if you aren't ready to use it. It kinda put my suicidal thoughts on hold for a little while.

If taking it is the route you are going down, I'd advise to look up resources to understand what to expect.

yep i feel the same way and yeah i'm definitely going to research it more so i don't end up screwing anything up when it comes time to use it.