Grey-zone
Student
- Feb 2, 2019
- 147
I really don't know what I should do or whether I will commit suicide (in the near future at least--it's very difficult to imagine anything like having a life I would actually want). If I do, I know that I don't want to go by hanging, jumping (already passed by a few bridges and I hate heights), or guns (don't like the mess or having to pay that kind of $ just to die--illogical, but true to my values, I guess). Asphyxiation doesn't appeal to me either. Of course, if I'm in the mood I may take a leap, but would prefer another option. What else is there? I've thought of self-immolation in a public setting, but this feels more like fantasy to me.