I googled once "what to do when I don't want to do anything". Got several sets of lists of things to do
It's like trying to choose a destination point to drive to when I don't have any fuel to drive anywhere.
People call me lazy and undisciplined, but they don't know my experience, and that I'm not feeling motivated to do much. It's like if I would accidentally bump into a stranger, and that person would yell to me "watch where you going, asshole!". And then I might think "what a rude person". That "asshole" phrase is pretty much the only thing I know about that person. Maybe I wouldn't bother to think that that person has his/her own experience, maybe that person went through a rough patch lately. There is so much about that person I don't know, and honestly, why should I care? I have many important things on my mind. What I don't have is time and effort to try and understand the situation of every person I bump into. Sorry, rude person, but your situation is not in my priority list, so I'll attribute your behavior to your ill-tempered personality.