Sister of the Moon
Student
- Dec 17, 2021
- 191
I hesitate to say I'm better, because that tempts fate and I know deep down I'll end up miserable with suicidal ideation again. But today is the first day of March, it's a beautiful sunny early spring day, and my mood has lifted significantly. Even as late as last night I was in a terrible mood as my boyfriend pissed me off. Yet today I'm full of the joys of spring.
It's my favourite season, full of hope and promise. I have known for a long time my depression is mainly seasonal. Maybe if today was still cold, dark and gloomy, I'd still be hiding under my covers in bed. I actually feel guilty for being here, where so many people are suffering. I'm sticking around for a while but focusing on the positives for as long as I can.
You are all beautiful souls and I wish you all the love, peace and happiness in the world. If I could bottle how I feel today, I'd give you all a piece of it. Bless you.
It's my favourite season, full of hope and promise. I have known for a long time my depression is mainly seasonal. Maybe if today was still cold, dark and gloomy, I'd still be hiding under my covers in bed. I actually feel guilty for being here, where so many people are suffering. I'm sticking around for a while but focusing on the positives for as long as I can.
You are all beautiful souls and I wish you all the love, peace and happiness in the world. If I could bottle how I feel today, I'd give you all a piece of it. Bless you.