Analytical type of thinking. Have you👽 calculated the probability of meeting love? I have a 1 in 500,000,000,000,000 chance of finding my soulmate.

[noSuffering]

I'm looking for a woman similar to me. Let's do the math right now. The probabilities are multiplied. I googled some figures from sociologists, and some I picked up by eye. Even if I made a mistake in some figure, the overall result will not change much:

Antinatalist - 2% of the population (not everyone without children is childfree, and not all childfree are antinatalists).
Loner - 1% (women on average are much more social than men).
Loves science, physics and mathematics - 1%.
Plays sports - 2% (no, yoga is not a sport).
Goes on long solo trekking in the mountains - 0.001%
Meditation - 10%
Use of psychedelics - 5%

And I didn't even take into account gender and age...

2% * 1% * 1% * 2% * 0.001% * 10% * 5% =0.02×0.01×0.01×0.02×0.00001×0.1×0.05=2 × 10^(−15) 2 × 10^(−15) or 2 × 10^(−13)% of the population is my soulmate.
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In simpler words: 1 in 500,000,000,000,000 chance of my soulmate. Considering the population of planet Earth is 8,000,000,000, it takes 62500 planets like Earth to find at least one person like me. And this doesn't even include gender or age. I think it's already clear that there will be no soul mate. I don't want to live on this planet anymore.

 

[NumbItAll]

Some of those categories may be correlated i.e. meditation with psychedelic usage and loner with solo trekking but yeah that still leaves a quite low probability. It's really hard to live in this world as an outlier and always struggle to make connections. Although sometimes a connection can occur unexpectedly in a way that doesn't necessarily make sense on paper.

 

[noSuffering]

It's really hard to live in this world as an outlier

Loneliness is very painful. I would ask how you cope with loneliness, but I suspect no better than me - I also already bought a rope.

 

[NumbItAll]

Loneliness is very painful. I would ask how you cope with loneliness, but I suspect no better than me - I also already bought a rope.


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Yeah I don't cope really, I just suffer. Can't be bothered to ctb tho.

 

[noSuffering]

Yeah I don't cope really, I just suffer. Can't be bothered to ctb tho.

There is only one evil, and that is suffering. Life is suffering.

 

[noSuffering]

Are there still people here with analytical thinking? In half a century of my life, I have never seen an intelligent woman, a dead hope, but maybe I will meet her here? It is very sad.