Clover
Experienced
- Aug 23, 2018
- 268
I have given up on waiting for N to arrive as it's been 10 weeks.
And ordering nitrogen from exit takes 6 weeks.
So I'm very tempted to just try the amitriptyline method that's in the peaceful pill handbook. I have the emetics and 3 types of benzos and can't imagine it would be too hard getting an antidepressant script or two.
But I'm so worried it won't work and I will just wake up. I've taken a pretty serious overdose earlier in the year that ended me on a breathing ventilator in intensive care and I can't handle that happening again.
Does anyone know of any success stories with this method?
It will be mid next week that I do it.
And ordering nitrogen from exit takes 6 weeks.
So I'm very tempted to just try the amitriptyline method that's in the peaceful pill handbook. I have the emetics and 3 types of benzos and can't imagine it would be too hard getting an antidepressant script or two.
But I'm so worried it won't work and I will just wake up. I've taken a pretty serious overdose earlier in the year that ended me on a breathing ventilator in intensive care and I can't handle that happening again.
Does anyone know of any success stories with this method?
It will be mid next week that I do it.