
citrusrope
Member
- Feb 13, 2025
- 48
I do admit apathy finds me sometimes. But seriously, why does it feel like I'm the only one frozen in fear over the state of the world? I know a lot of people will tell me to stop doom-scrolling, or to get off the internet. But wouldn't you agree that I have SOME validity in worrying? The political climate, the actual climate and environmental issues, blah blah blah. I feel like I am the only one freaking the fuck out.
Some people will say that worrying won't change anything, so why worry at all? But my lizard brain can't really understand that so I am unfortunately slowly deteriorating my mental state over all of this. I watch others living their lives normally while I think about the future and see pitch black. I feel very alone in feeling this way. I am losing even the tiny sparks of my will to live that I have managed to somehow hold onto. I probably sound silly right now, like some kind of fear-mongering and brain rotted individual who spends their entire waking hours doom scrolling.
I don't even know why I'm posting this. This world fucking sucks. And I hate UNCERTAINTY.
Some people will say that worrying won't change anything, so why worry at all? But my lizard brain can't really understand that so I am unfortunately slowly deteriorating my mental state over all of this. I watch others living their lives normally while I think about the future and see pitch black. I feel very alone in feeling this way. I am losing even the tiny sparks of my will to live that I have managed to somehow hold onto. I probably sound silly right now, like some kind of fear-mongering and brain rotted individual who spends their entire waking hours doom scrolling.
I don't even know why I'm posting this. This world fucking sucks. And I hate UNCERTAINTY.