boredtodeath
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- Jul 13, 2018
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My depression has reached a point where I cant be bothered getting up in the mornings. because of this I've been missing so many classes and tbh I'm not even sure I'll pass the year. This week has been particularly shit and today I just started crying. Told my mum that I was starting to feel hopeless and that life wasn't worth living. She exploded on me. Said I had nothing to be depressed about, that I could just be stricter with myself and 'force myself to get up in the mornings'. She basically called me pathetic and said everything thats going wrong with my life is my fault because I spend all my time 'wallowing in self pity' instead of just toughening up and going about my life.
I know it was cruel to tell my own mother about my suicidal thoughts but was she wrong in what she said? I dont know what to think anymore
I know it was cruel to tell my own mother about my suicidal thoughts but was she wrong in what she said? I dont know what to think anymore