Am i past repair?

[why am i alive?]

God if you could cure me.
Punch a screw into my heart
Fix the wheels that stopped spinning
Help me stand up
Help me be alive
Help me die

 

[uzuf86]

Only you can answer that question.
In my case my ctb'ing seems wrong from so many viewpoints, but from my own viewpoint and the daily life that I am living, ctb feels like my only way forward

 

[UKscotty]

Only we can know and we only know at the point we actually CTB. Until that point it's all talk and theory.

When the joy and happiness of life is gone, that's it I think

 

[Aim]

heh, only you have the answer to that i guess. lol