Help Am I missing anything in my note?

[BPD Barbie]

I wanted to keep my note short and to the point. I debated on even writing one and went backwards and forwards between it. Finally I decided a short and brief note would suffice. Is there anything I should add? I want to keep it as brief as possible and I already feel I wrote too much.

 

[BipolarGuy]

I like your hand writing and your pen.

 

[grimfukis]

It's very succinct. I don't think you need to add anything, it's about what you want to communicate after all. You have really lovely handwriting.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I like your hand writing and your pen.

Thanks love I have an obsession with cute stationary lol.

 

[deadwithoutmusic]

That sounds really nice if you want to keep it brief. Mine is pretty long I think but I left a message for people individually like parents, friends and exes as I wanted to have a small personalised message for each of them telling them that I appreciated what they gave me in life. It's just preference I think.

 

[Lilacmoon]

A heartfelt and heartwrenching note. I can feel the care you have for your family on the page, but it never really feels like enough, it's easy to keep going even when you want to be brief.

Good luck on your journey.

 

[BPD Barbie]

That sounds really nice if you want to keep it brief. Mine is pretty long I think but I left a message for people individually like parents, friends and exes as I wanted to have a small personalised message for each of them telling them that I appreciated what they gave me in life. It's just preference I think.

I debated on leaving individual messages but I thought I'd just end up saying the same thing over and over each time. Also, I don't know if the people I would leave individual notes for would even want them.

 

[Ghost2211]

It a nice note. It's honest, to the point, and loving. Also, awesome handwriting and pen.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

A kind note and your handwriting is nice too.

 

[almost_dead]

You seem to care too much about others . Also gorgeous handwriting .

 

[sadworld]

It's a really good note, just from your words it feels like you are calm and ready, also your handwriting is beautiful. Much love!

 

[BPD Barbie]

Thanks guys. Now I've read it a few more times I feel satisfied that it's enough. I'm so tired I just want some peace and tranquility. Thanks for all your comments, you guys truly are the best

 

[mooncake]

I'm sorry, that you are hurting this much

Your letter seems very loving and heartfelt to me. Personally, I'd probably go for a very long or multiple letters, but I feel like you managed to say a lot to your parents, even though the letter is so short.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

It's beautiful. Your few powerful words manage to accomplish what my note tries to do in 12 typewritten pages.

Hugs to you. I also really like your handwriting!

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

It's hard for me to see this. You've been so kind to me these last weeks and it's sad to see you go. But I know you're suffering and I respect your choice. You and only you know what is better for you.

 

[rt1989526]

Well written much like your posts. Life with BPD is hell, I also can't wait to end it. Do you have a timeline and a method yet?

 

[nitroautnz]

That a very nice and well-written letter, I wich I have your talent for that ! mine just look messy and is going over the same things (like my brain so that make sense )
But im sad i wouldn't have the chance to know you better if you plan to ctb soon

 

[KleinerWolf]

hi @BPD Barbie
in regards to drafting a note,
it is entirely your discretion of course

however from my personal experiences, the way we both like to write "I know you will blame yourselves"
I've thought about this myself in the past regarding my own suicide note,
they probably will but the way we say "I know you will blame themselves", kinda feels like accidentally reinforces the idea and in my opinion it can be misinterpreted as "you will blame yourself, I know you will", as such in my own notes, I eventually decided to leave it out and instead I just wrote "it's not your fault"

also, I wonder how you feel about giving OneDrive access to both your parents if that's something easily achieved?
Else it's not a major concern.

Other than that,
I will be very honest with you,
I hope it doesn't come to it.

Please take care and see you around.
Much Love,
Ego.

 

[PJFord]

@BPD Barbie ... Lovely, heartfelt note, and in your own handwriting makes it even more special. Thank you for sharing.

I agree with @StrokeMyEgoBaby. The statement "I know you will blame yourself..." stood out to me, as well. Reads like you are telegraphing their emotional response, and it could make them question if they could have done something. You know your parents best of course. just my thoughts.

 

[Blueman]

This is so sad, your posts have always suggested you are a really kind, loving, intelligent woman all very moving

Sorry it's come to this point

Take care xx

 

[Acopia]

I wanted to keep my note short and to the point. I debated on even writing one and went backwards and forwards between it. Finally I decided a short and brief note would suffice. Is there anything I should add? I want to keep it as brief as possible and I already feel I wrote too much. View attachment 45416
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I wanted to keep my note short and to the point. I debated on even writing one and went backwards and forwards between it. Finally I decided a short and brief note would suffice. Is there anything I should add? I want to keep it as brief as possible and I already feel I wrote too much. View attachment 45416

Beautiful handwriting! I've noticed you, it'd be a shame to see you go.

I wanted to keep my note short and to the point. I debated on even writing one and went backwards and forwards between it. Finally I decided a short and brief note would suffice. Is there anything I should add? I want to keep it as brief as possible and I already feel I wrote too much. View attachment 45416

Beautiful handwriting, I've noticed you. It'd be a shame to see you go

Beautiful handwriting, I've noticed you. It'd be a shame to see you go

I'm not sure how I managed to format that first post like that ://

 

[BPD Barbie]

hi @BPD Barbie
in regards to drafting a note,
it is entirely your discretion of course

however from my personal experiences, the way we both like to write "I know you will blame yourselves"
I've thought about this myself in the past regarding my own suicide note,
they probably will but the way we say "I know you will blame themselves", kinda feels like accidentally reinforces the idea and in my opinion it can be misinterpreted as "you will blame yourself, I know you will", as such in my own notes, I eventually decided to leave it out and instead I just wrote "it's not your fault"

also, I wonder how you feel about giving OneDrive access to both your parents if that's something easily achieved?
Else it's not a major concern.

Other than that,
I will be very honest with you,
I hope it doesn't come to it.

Please take care and see you around.
Much Love,
Ego.

My mother uses my OneDrive after she got a new iPhone and needed to transfer pictures across. She has her own folder on there which she uses and I plan to put my will inside that folder so it's easily found. I don't put anything private on there anyway so I don't mind much.
Thank you love for your comments

Well written much like your posts. Life with BPD is hell, I also can't wait to end it. Do you have a timeline and a method yet?

I have SN that I plan on using. I drafted a goodbye post which details my plan as well. Id like to think it'll be sometime soon as I'm getting to the final stages now of my planning. Sorry that you have the curse of BPD, it's living hell. Sending love

 

[KleinerWolf]

My mother uses my OneDrive after she got a new iPhone and needed to transfer pictures across. She has her own folder on there which she uses and I plan to put my will inside that folder so it's easily found. I don't put anything private on there anyway so I don't mind much.
Thank you love for your comments ❤

it's because I overthink a bit and in case of unforeseen events,
I wonder if people can have access to the same documents,
But I'm sure they'd pass it along without any issue.
It's all good tbh.

Take care, Barbie

 

[Misfit72]

Well done - and your handwriting is nice too, I rarely write anything by hand nowadays.