Help Am I immortal or what?

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

I took some pesticide and I just felt agonising pain in my belly and my mouth was as if it was burning. Before New Year's Eve, I'm really thinking about took another huge dose of poison and then trying to hang myself in a forest not too far away from my house. I was reading a thread about hanging. I placed firmly my hand in the middle of my neck and I tied and towel around my neck I nearly pass out, now I believe I found the right way to hang myself, I'm a bit a afraid of surviving again. Should I try full hanging? Please I need help I want to end this shit game soon.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, I hate how it's so cruelly made so difficult to leave this existence, it would be a relief if there's the option to just easily free ourselves in peace.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

yes well otc stuff is never recommended.

 

[Unknown21]

What is the type of pesticide?

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

What is the type of pesticide?

What is the type of pesticide?

Potassium cyanide or chlorpyrifos, an organophosphate insecticide, is the most widely used insecticide in the U.S. It is used both in agriculture and for pest control in houses and other buildings and then I'll try hanging.

 

[STTP]

Potassium cyanide or chlorpyrifos, an organophosphate insecticide, is the most widely used insecticide in the U.S. It is used both in agriculture and for pest control in houses and other buildings and then I'll try hanging.

Organophosphates are usually stupid powerful, but it'll be painful. Wouldn't recommend over something like SN or a firearm.

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

Organophosphates are usually stupid powerful, but it'll be painful. Wouldn't recommend over something like SN or a firearm.

SN and firearms are not easy to find here. Firearms is a painful way of dying. I'm thinking about poisoning and hanging. I will be likely to use these both methods at the same time.

 

[STTP]

SN and firearms are not easy to find here. Firearms is a painful way of dying. I'm thinking about poisoning and hanging. I will be likely to use these both methods at the same time.

Firearms aren't painful! Far more instant than anything else, just hit the brain stem.
Good luck and godspeed. Definitely would consider hanging in a situation like this. Be well.

 

[Unknown21]

Potassium cyanide or chlorpyrifos, an organophosphate insecticide, is the most widely used insecticide in the U.S. It is used both in agriculture and for pest control in houses and other buildings and then I'll try hanging.

I'm so sorry u went through this, i also was planning to ctb with pesticide and it called "celphos", it contains aluminum phosphide which release the phosphine gas After interacting with water or stomach acid, it's so poisonous and doesn't have antidote and can kill u within 30 min but unfortunately it's extremely painful.

Good luck with your plans, I wish you the best of luck and I'll join u sooner or later.

 

[ngmi]

Hanging can be painful, too. Most household hanging setups don't get enough velocity to cleanly snap the neck, so you end up stuck slowly choking and struggling while you wait for the remaining oxygen to fade.

 

[UTAlpha]

Suicide by hanging occurs in neck being fractured, so it might be a sure way.