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Want100%painless
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- Oct 23, 2020
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Hello first time posting, as of 2020 I've technically had 5 attempts at taking my life, I say technically as I the 1st was research and the third I wasn't even aware of until I was told about. My 5th attempt was this Wednesday just gone and the damn cable snapped on me apart from that everything went well. I'm sat here with the big question raging through my over thinking mind. Am I simply not meant to go cause there is something I'm supposed to be here for or am I just stupid and my methods are wrong. I'm confused and angry at my own failures, living in the UK makes it harder to find easier painless methods. I'm just ranting now if you've got this far I appreciate you taking time out of your life to read this.