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No longer suicidal😁
Finally happy again
- Nov 23, 2022
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Hi everyone
I just want to mention than English isn't my first language and so I hope you excuse my bad grammar.
I have chosen partial hanging as my main method but I struggle to find a way to experiment with it. I have a small robe that I tried to strangulate myself with by using my hands. I basically placed the rope around my adam apple and pulled the two ends of the rope as hard as I could, to the point my fingers started hurting from pulling, but nothing happend. I didn't use a knot as I was basically experimenting to see if I can make myself faint. The shape was more like the small letter alpha with my nick in the middle, if that makes sense. All I felt was an intense pressure in my head, like it's about to explode. My tongue also stuck out a little. I kept pulling hard for about 10s but nothing happened.
Note: I did thus while lying on my bed.
I feel this way is the best for me as I seem to have a weak SI when it comes to hanging. In fact, when I felt the pressure in my head and my tongue stuck out I just kept going without fear. SI starts kicking after the first 10s. I want to know if there is a way to make myself faint from this within 5s or so.
I just want to mention than English isn't my first language and so I hope you excuse my bad grammar.
I have chosen partial hanging as my main method but I struggle to find a way to experiment with it. I have a small robe that I tried to strangulate myself with by using my hands. I basically placed the rope around my adam apple and pulled the two ends of the rope as hard as I could, to the point my fingers started hurting from pulling, but nothing happend. I didn't use a knot as I was basically experimenting to see if I can make myself faint. The shape was more like the small letter alpha with my nick in the middle, if that makes sense. All I felt was an intense pressure in my head, like it's about to explode. My tongue also stuck out a little. I kept pulling hard for about 10s but nothing happened.
Note: I did thus while lying on my bed.
I feel this way is the best for me as I seem to have a weak SI when it comes to hanging. In fact, when I felt the pressure in my head and my tongue stuck out I just kept going without fear. SI starts kicking after the first 10s. I want to know if there is a way to make myself faint from this within 5s or so.
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