ditsyangel
misa ˚₊‧⁺⋆♱
- Sep 25, 2025
- 2
ever since i was little ive been cutting myself, there are disgusting scars all over my disgusting body. after my last suicide attempt this year at the end of january, i thought i was getting better. i got baptised and i pretended like everything was perfect, and it worked for a while. but now im exhausted im tired and i cant do this anymore every waking moment i want to cut myself i want to kill myself i want to disappear i dont know how to fix myself i dont even care that im ugly and fat and that i dont have a future or talents or anything, i just wanna be a different person in a different place or just die. how do i fix myself? or is there no hope for me?
