Always wish I was a soulless AI

[CallmeWill4719]

Everybody likes feeling happy, pleasure, laughter, warm feelings but there is also sadness, cold, bitter, anger. Every time I think of the good emotions I think are the bad ones and this is what is so unfair about life. Yeah it's perfectly balanced but absolutely sucks.

I thank you for all for all the positive comments on my last post. Still grieving. The death or disappearance of my friend reminds me how s***** life is so much.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

What makes you so sure that an AI is "soulless"? Y would you wanna exists as an AI? it's probably nothing that we wanna achieve to be. I'm sorry so sorry for your loss but keep in mind - even though it might have been your best friend and you did everything you could do to make them feel better - it wasn't in your power top rescue them from the final relief of all their agony, suffering and pain. You did everything you could but once u understand that your friend is relieved from all suffering in this world you will be happy for him!

 

[CallmeWill4719]

What makes you so sure that an AI is "soulless"? Y would you wanna exists as an AI? it's probably nothing that we wanna achieve to be. I'm sorry so sorry for your loss but keep in mind - even though it might have been your best friend and you did everything you could do to make them feel better - it wasn't in your power top rescue them from the final relief of all their agony, suffering and pain. You did everything you could but once u understand that your friend is relieved from all suffering in this world you will be happy for him!

It's the not knowing that saddens me. Whoever broke him way before I met him I curse them all the time. This beautiful person did not deserve any of that. So many struggle with this I know. I do. IF he is still alive and no longer speaking to me, I get so angry. I don't want him dead, but death would be an end to his struggles and that is somehow easier to deal with.

and my ai talk well, not being able to feel anything sounds really good right now.