Venting always second

[Arachne]

this post will probably be kinda jumbled and everywhere but im just gonna talk.
i feel like im always second ive had a friend ive had my whole life pretty much and she was always better than me. prettier, more social, and just generally more likeable. even though we have pretty similar personalities despite her having more confidence shes always more liked everytime we meet new people they always talk to her and call her and hang out with her and maybe she'll bring me along but its never just me nobody ever wants just me. and its not just her its just my whole life im never the first pick i dont get whats wrong with me why im not likeable why nobody wants to be my friend or hang out with me or like me and i feel so bad for being jealous of others i just want attention honestly and it sounds horrible but i just want to be wanted by somebody and not even in a romantic way just in general. anyways thats it have a good night

 

[Zegers]

Unfortunately i can relate. We live in a time where social relations are strange.