Discussion always having stuff to do, feeling like i never have time to relax

[_Minsk]

can someone relate?
maybe i need too much time to regenerate or to find peace but there always is something i have to do, handling mails, going here and there to have just my basic survival ensured..

maybe im just an outsider and im just having a hard time to handle basic stuff, or its just having not much energy.. i don't know..

 

[a.n.kirillov]

relateable. I need to pretend to myself that I'm still functional. also to get my mind off of it.

seriously no one expects a suicidal person to relax

 

[Largeletters]

I definitely relate. Getting out of bed everyday is getting harder and harder, and the smallest tasks are sometimes the most difficult.

 

[Indieblue]

I couldn't do well in school and college because of it. I just played games or read fanfics. That were the only things i enjoyed but now i can't even find any joy in it anymore.

 

[faust]

Yes, probably you need much more time and everything you do requires an effort.
I relate to it, things are not so easy for me, sometimes even hard to get out of bed after 5-6 hours laying.

 

[The Abyss]

Sounds like you're living a life as expected of others rather than how you want.