Method Alternates to SN found in household?

[redmouth]

My suicide date has been bumped into being significantly closer, are there any methods that can found within a home? I've researched SN but the shipping will cost too much and take too long to get to where I live and there's nothing local.
Due to reasons I will not get into, I am unable to leave my home, so unfortunately I cannot get anything except from delivery. We are pretty well stocked with the basics except for medicine, all we have is hydrogen peroxide and ibuprofen - nowhere near enough to OD on. Hanging is out of the question, I am terrified of it going wrong and there is nowhere sturdy to hang the rope and none of the doors have knobs.
I'm sorry if this is all very bizarre, I'm stuck in a weird situation. Though even if this wasn't the case I'd still want to CTB.
Even if you cannot help me I am appreciative you read this far.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you search for, I really wish there's guaranteed painless ways to just never suffer again, I wish tor the same and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just peacefully free myself from this torturous, cruel existence, I wish you the best.

 

[sanctionedusage]

that really sucks.. i dont think there's anything foolproof and relatively comfortable like hanging. if there was another common household substance that could even remotely imitate SN, people would definitely go for that more often than shelling up the money, dealing with scams, and the hassle of protocol meds.

i heard of a case where a houdini-like streamer died trying to escape from a trap in her filled bathtub. drowning or flame would be other fairly foolproof options but so, so painful. nothing like SN. if you somehow beat SI, it'd still be a shit experience. can't recommend, at all. other substances may work but will be just as annoying to get your hands on as SN, unless you don't mind hard street drugs.