Almost...

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Today I was doing the prep work for the big day and I almost accidentally went premature... It wouldn't have been a bad thing but it did give me hope that I will be successful. I do really want to write a note though. I'm a closed off person but I really want people to fully understand my decision. Just something I feel really strong about. I do have adult kids and I really want them to know that it was nothing they did and there is nothing they could have done.

Also I lost the last person I was close with in my family in the early hours this morning. She died peacefully in her sleep of natural causes.

I also plan on sharing my decided on method here just in case it could help others.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm glad you didn't go premature.
It's always nice to have a proper plan and finish all the loose ends such as the goobye letters.

Wish you the best!