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Feb 10, 2026
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Im still a little shaky...

I didnt know I was being too loud. I was trying to plan my setup, seeing how long the rope needed to be...

My ma just walked on in immediately....I panicked and hissed at her, lol, but that managed to move her away from the door and she never walked in the room despite how suspicious I was...sigh.....

I wish that she cared just a little more. That she stopped ignoring my obvious signs that I need help...but whatever. Her lack of attentiveness towards me is how I even got this far in my plan...
 
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Mar 16, 2026
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Yeah sometimes I'd really just like for someone to walk in on me, and see that I'm hurting so much that I want to kill myself. On the flip side, what difference would it make. Grrr.
 
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