almost everyone is insufferable to be around

[immrw]

I don't know what's going on with me, but my patience for people is just nonexistent. I can't stand being around rich people as a poor person. Their arrogance and ignorance to what people in poverty go through pisses me off to no end. I cannot stand being around people whose beliefs hurts others (racism, transphobia, anti-choice, xenophobia, etc). As someone with long covid, I can't stand being around people who act like covid doesn't exist while I can barely leave my bed. People who make fun of me for masking in grocery stores so my symptoms don't get worse.

It feels like I can't stand 99.9% of the population. And it's one of the main factors for wanting to ctb because I cannot form a connection with people, and I know it's my fault! The only time I feel at peace is when i'm 100% alone. I have maybe 2 friends that I feel warmth towards.

I used to never be this bitter of a person. Idk what happened. I don't like that this is how I am now.

 

[Rumi]

I don't know what's going on with me, but my patience for people is just nonexistent. I can't stand being around rich people as a poor person. Their arrogance and ignorance to what people in poverty go through pisses me off to no end. I cannot stand being around people whose beliefs hurts others (racism, transphobia, anti-choice, xenophobia, etc). As someone with long covid, I can't stand being around people who act like covid doesn't exist while I can barely leave my bed. People who make fun of me for masking in grocery stores so my symptoms don't get worse.

It feels like I can't stand 99.9% of the population. And it's one of the main factors for wanting to ctb because I cannot form a connection with people, and I know it's my fault! The only time I feel at peace is when i'm 100% alone. I have maybe 2 friends that I feel warmth towards.

I used to never be this bitter of a person. Idk what happened. I don't like that this is how I am now.

I have the same number of friends, and I'm not sure if I can even count them as friends, given that I haven't spoken to them in months, if not a year.

I think when you are depressed like us, you tend to notice all of your own flaws, and because of that, you also notice all of the flaws in others, and this makes you hate everyone. At least that's how it is for me.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

i can rel8, except it's not w certain cases. it's just w ppl in general. haven't had friends in 6 yrs, & stopped yearning for connection after the 2nd. don't think ill ever get it back. isolation's helped me realize how insufferable 99% of the populace is. i tried friend apps, hanging out w mutuals, making friends @ work. every experience i have w ppl drives me further away from them & cements my belief that they're a waste of time + energy.

it's 1 of my mains reasons to ctb as well. i can't bear having to coexist & interact w these ppl. just watch every1 keep devolving.

 

[cosmic_traveler]

I don't know what's going on with me, but my patience for people is just nonexistent. I can't stand being around rich people as a poor person. Their arrogance and ignorance to what people in poverty go through pisses me off to no end. I cannot stand being around people whose beliefs hurts others (racism, transphobia, anti-choice, xenophobia, etc). As someone with long covid, I can't stand being around people who act like covid doesn't exist while I can barely leave my bed. People who make fun of me for masking in grocery stores so my symptoms don't get worse.

It feels like I can't stand 99.9% of the population. And it's one of the main factors for wanting to ctb because I cannot form a connection with people, and I know it's my fault! The only time I feel at peace is when i'm 100% alone. I have maybe 2 friends that I feel warmth towards.

I used to never be this bitter of a person. Idk what happened. I don't like that this is how I am now.

We resemble this anger. I'm sorry you're in so much pain. We wish you well on your journey.

 

[immrw]

it's 1 of my mains reasons to ctb as well. i can't bear having to coexist & interact w these ppl. it sickens me

Yes, seeing how awful people are is mind blowing. People that are assholes to other people, that genuinely don't care if others suffer (even if they say they do. Or repost a stupid black square on their IG story). Who are so caught up in selfishness or brainwashed by capitalism they think suffering is a moral failure! Not that people are born into shitty situations. Very few people have genuine empathy.

you tend to notice all of your own flaws, and because of that, you also notice all of the flaws in others, and this makes you hate everyone

Yes, these past 3 years I've been going HARD in therapy to make myself a better person. To self-reflect on my own flaws and how I can improve. Seeing the shittiness in me has made me see it in everyone. I'm trying to better myself, and have in some aspects. However, most people don't want to put the work in to improve because it's so painful. And I can't take that anymore!

 

[Raindancer]

Yes, seeing how awful people are is mind blowing. People that are assholes to other people, that genuinely don't care if others suffer (even if they say they do. Or repost a stupid black square on their IG story). Who are so caught up in selfishness or brainwashed by capitalism they think suffering is a moral failure! Not that people are born into shitty situations. Very few people have genuine empathy.

That must be very hard and I am sorry. I definitely go through times like that. What helps me is making an extra effort to see it and help if I can, even if it's something small. I also think it's a good thing in a way to feel that way. You want to champion the vulnerable. I've often marveled at people who go through the world so involved in their own lives that they don't see the other people around them.