It's pretty terrifying how one moment can change your whole life. Maybe some people are lucky enough to have it change for the better- they happen to meet their partner etc. but, there must be so many who just suddenly lose it all. It's so scary how fragile and precarious life is. I suppose that should make us grateful for when it's going (relatively) ok but- it can be hard to do that too when you just feel so exhausted by the daily grind of it all. I'm so sorry for your situation. I wish there was a way out for you.
