MrBlue
Arcanist
- Jul 1, 2020
- 416
I live with multiple nosey people so ordering something online is not an option, I don't own a car/licence so I have to be in walking/running distance and my existing resources are sh*t. I could try hanging using 2 short belts attached to each other, but they're too wide to properly restrict my artery so I'll be slowly choking myself out over 40 minutes/more. The quicker option is to jump off the local bridge, but the height isn't tall enough to guarantee my death unless I definitely land on my head, otherwise its 50/50 according to the research I've done.
I'm stuck over the fact my life is just going to get increasingly worse if I continue living and an intense fear I have that I'll f*ck up my atttempt and end up a vegetable/paralysed/brain damaged.
I'm stuck over the fact my life is just going to get increasingly worse if I continue living and an intense fear I have that I'll f*ck up my atttempt and end up a vegetable/paralysed/brain damaged.