Kta1994
Experienced
- Apr 25, 2019
- 278
And in pain, ive been having unsolved chronic pain for some time now and all i want is not to feel anything anymore, the only place that I can say without guilt is here that i want to end my sad life, some people say "just try to br positive, look at the beautiful small things to be grateful for" when none of it matter when youre in physical and mental pain, people dont understand what it feels like to be in my body, its not all in my head, i cant meditate and pretend everything is fine i just cant do this for the next few years.