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Meimi18

Meimi18

Beep boop
Nov 1, 2023
91
I can't get SN, I can't get N, I can't even get a fucking nitrogen tank. Overdose is unreliable, unaccessible and expensive and rope is incredibly easy to back out of. Hell I'd go back to my original idea of freezing to death but I never get a good window of opportunity for the amount of time it takes. God knows global warming isn't going to give me more chances either
Like fuck, am I just gonna have to do this? Or do I just do the most convenient method
I could do the classic of jumping I guess but I'd probably just back out at the last moment
 
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nintendo64

mr. kill myself
Dec 19, 2025
70
It's so frustrating how difficult it is to have a nice, relatively painless death. Instead of making the world a better place to live or making help actually accessible, they just restrict everything and make it so you can't off yourself as easily.
 
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woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
341
I found a guide for both CO death which is very cheap (the person said it only cost them $25 for all the materials), and blood pressure cuff death which is similar to hanging but less room for error I think. I can send those threads if you want. I hope you can have a peaceful death, and if you do decide to live, a peaceful life as well <3
 
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Meimi18

Meimi18

Beep boop
Nov 1, 2023
91
I found a guide for both CO death which is very cheap (the person said it only cost them $25 for all the materials), and blood pressure cuff death which is similar to hanging but less room for error I think. I can send those threads if you want. I hope you can have a peaceful death, and if you do decide to live, a peaceful life as well <3
I would like that I think
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
1,206
I don't know. Mostly Agreed. Rope though, it's widely used. Cheap obviously. Yeah SI sucks but that's all methods.

I really want to use gun now but not an owner and keep chickening out of buying. Also some SI there. The violence and gore of it too. Just awful
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,006
I really understand, I see so much terrible cruelty in how painless, guaranteed ways to cease existing are so cruelly denied, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just access Nembutal so finally I can be at peace from this torturous, dreadful existence, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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