Method Alcohol + knife if I can get the courage

[thirdtimesthecharmg]

I fucked up getting SN. Thinking about trying something else: just get drunk and start cutting at the root of the problem until it's over.

Not exactly the style around here, as won't be peaceful and on some level a bit impulsive but I don't want to try again ordering the poison for a few reasons, primarily that I don't want anyone else to end up hurt by it which I'm concerned might happen if I order it here.

I don't expect to actually have the courage, even drunk, but I think I will try and see if I can and then try to get someone to help push me if I can't.

 

[chester]

I'm not saying it's impossible, it's very risky though. First of all, what do you mean by the below?

cutting at the root of the problem until it's over.

Secondly, assuming you know where and how to cut, there's a very high risk you won't be able to do it properly when drunk. You may end up mutilating yourself without creating any risk to your life. All you'll accomplish is end up worse off than now.