Same. Since I was very young, I'd always had hopes and dreams that I could make a living, or at least a significant supplemental income, by doing something creative. Maybe I could write scripts, or write books that might later be adapted.
I've tried YouTube, making videos and streaming. I used to write a lot in my free time, mainly for self-expression and catharsis. But AI has basically been the final nail in the coffin for my creative aspirations. When I was in public school (graduated ~10 years ago...), English was always my best subject. I was actually pretty lazy and often didn't do the assigned reading, instead opting to use sites like Sparknotes; that said, I did sooo much reading in other ways, like video games such as Elder Scrolls and Fallout and RuneScape, online forums and comment sections, etc.
Nowadays, I've been accused of using AI for writing the way that I've always written. People can't even tell the difference anymore, or they don't actually care and just use it to ragebait in the same way that they might respond with "too long, didn't read, bro wrote a whole essay lmfao" when I was trying to make a thoughtful contribution.
The irony: when AI was trained from a database with millions of texts, academic or otherwise edited and proofread, going back who knows how far in history, how do we know for sure that we can detect when a person has used AI to write something? I've always written this way—I've used em dashes for over a decade, well before the AI craze—but now suddenly I'm occasionally being accused of using AI. This was the way that I learned to write, which is reading the writings of professionals and esteemed authors of fiction... so if AI is "learning" from the same writers plus a million more that I could not read in a lifetime, it seems like our ability to "detect" AI writing is flawed. It seems inevitable that it will lead to a lot of false positives while also failing to detect actual AI writing, particularly if a human at least checked the AI writing for logical errors and fact-checking.
I'm not saying there aren't still ways. I wasn't a teacher for very long, but it's very obvious when you have a student write on paper silently for 5 minutes at the start of every class, and then suddenly their homework essay is nothing whatsoever like their actual writing. But that is very different from online witch hunts where well-read, intelligent people are being accused of using AI when AI copied them, copied us, not the other way around. The em dash has been used for hundreds of fucking years, and brainlets think that it is a surefire sign of AI.
I don't care what anybody says. They can call me unc or whatever. I am convinced that life was better, and hopes for the future were better, in the late 90s. My parents tell me stories about their childhood growing up, the sense of community that was everywhere, and so on.
People who compare AI to the printing press or typewriter are either being willingly dishonest, coping, or don't realize they're drawing a mostly false-equivalence. The printing press may have replaced the jobs of scribes and shifted power dynamics in society, in the same way that AI has. But the printing press was not a fundamental attack on human expression, nor did it leave everyone unable to trust what they see and hear. I do not see how the printing press was at all existentially problematic, whereas AI is very much so.
The saddest part is how few people care. No, I'm not talking about people who are just burned out and overstimulated. I'm talking about people who are totally okay with what's happening here. They celebrate it, even. You vent about being stripped of our humanity, and they respond with postmodernist cynical nihilistic garbage about how there is no such thing, there is no soul, there is no meaning to art, etc. If that's how the overwhelming majority of people think, why should I bother living anymore.