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Anon7075

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3508 days. 9.61 years. That's how long it took for my doctors to give me help. I was approved for brain surgery that will remove a tumor that has ruined my life. I was also approved for a 6 week long TMS treatment that will hopefully cure my depression. I am supposed to be joyful but im angry. I was supposed to recieve this 3508 days ago. The healthcare system has failed me. Medical Incompetence and bullshit laws i had to circumvent to recieve treatment has cost me time. Time that i could have spent happy and joyful. Time that almost got me killed by suicide twice. Thank you SaSu for the mental support. Thanks everybody. This new approval by law will get me the help i need. I have a very good chance to recover and i will hopefully not become another statistic. For the first time in 3508 days there is hope. Hope that i will recover and live a full and relatively normal life. It's unbelievable that it took this long. The number seems insane to me and i still can't process that i might be saved. Today you want to die. Tommorow you will want to live. In my case it took 3508 tommorows to reach the latter so don't give up! You never know what tommorow brings and remember that time and patience heal. I HAVE to recover and i WILL recover. And so will you. The Reader. If that is what you truly wish. Thank you for reading.
 
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