Afraid of not being able to do it / how to when sharing apartment

[BigBang1]

Im looking for advice from veterans of the forum. I find my self with two problems I fixed a date but while I was sure of it, make peace with the decision and I'm sure it's the best way out, I'm afraid I wont be available to proceed when the time comes. What's the best way to ctb for someone in my situation. On the other hand I share apartment and just realized it could be a problem for doing (may get a night alone). Any recommendations?

 

[moonlightbeach]

we're not allowed to give any advice on suicide. from studies, a lot of people write notes beforehand and finish things that they wanted to do.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I think it's risky to ctb where others are around, or may come around. Even with a "night alone", it's impossible to predict other people's actions - plans change, plans get cut short, people get sent home early from work, emergencies happen, etc. If other persons have access to your place of residence, you just can't know for sure when they might show up.

 

[cowboypants]

I think hotel is the best option. You won't involve people who would know you. If you can somehow alert the cops or someone with scheduled message it's even better.

 

[iLikeFrogs]

it's risky to ctb with people around since there's a chance they will call an ambulance. imo best is to get a hotel room or to do it when you're alone in the apartement or at least 2 days or so