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ClaudeRains
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- Mar 11, 2021
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I need advice. It's been about ten years since I remember feeling any sort of happiness, I dread getting up in the morning and avoid any sort of interaction. I don't think I've ever felt like I fit in anywhere. I used to feel other people rolling their eyes whenever I tried, so I gave up long ago. There's no point me being around and I hate almost every moment. I've been thinking about CTB for years just to stop it. So I have two questions:
1.) Does it every get any better? Is there anything I can do to not feel like this?
2.) If I did want to CTB what is the best way of doing so without causing too many problems for myself and my family? I don't get on with family but don't want to make it any more horrible for them if I can avoid it.
Any advice welcome.
1.) Does it every get any better? Is there anything I can do to not feel like this?
2.) If I did want to CTB what is the best way of doing so without causing too many problems for myself and my family? I don't get on with family but don't want to make it any more horrible for them if I can avoid it.
Any advice welcome.