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Dead_Rose

Dead_Rose

New Member
Dec 11, 2025
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I'm planning to CTB via SIGSW. I have the means and have done enough research to know that between my eyes is the quickest most painless way to go. My life has gone to shit and I don't even know where to start. My biggest obstacle is my girlfriend. Im trying to figure out a way to get away from her long enough to do it. I don't want her to follow in my footsteps but she already said that she would. Still doesn't stop me from wanting to follow through unfortunately. We bought an RV and are basically attached to each other in that way. Im just ready to leave any advice would be greatly appreciated. I'm hoping we can move closer to the mountains here in a few days so I can get lost out there by myself and finally do it away from everything. Peacefully. My aunt killed herself recently and it's all starting to make sense.
 

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