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BoredNTired

BoredNTired

Wants to sleep for a good long while
Sep 30, 2024
44
I took a break from this website for a while to deal with some personal stuff, but I'm posting now as I've gotten my SN from DMC and plan on taking it tonight. I've fasted for about two days, and have been on Ondansetron since the night before last as an antantiemetic, and have oxycodone prepared for SI managment. I think I have everything planned out reasonably well, but I can't afford to wait much longer as I have a deadline tommorow that I could at most move back a day or two but that I can't afford to meet. I'm not sure how good oxycodone is at SI managanment, but I also have access to weed and alcohol if either of those would be necessary. Would it ruin my work fasting If i had something sweet to drink like a soda or milkshake 13 hours before I died? Because I'd really like to have a final sweet treat and never really got a last meal since my deadline came up a bit abruptly. I did make this post primarily to resolve anxieties I had about the process, but I'd guess I'd like to have this serve as a semi goodbye post since this website has been really helpful, both for practical planning and emotionally. If there are any problems in my plan or if anyone knows how harmful drinking a milkshake would be to my fast I'd appreciate any feedback. Thank you all for being here regardless.
 
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Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
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Sorry you've come to this step... But liquids if read from previous posts won't have much effect unless it is within 4 hours(start of liquid fast) when taking sn? So drink your sweets. Also alcohol and weed affects SI and/or your ability to ingest SN. I'm thinking that doing weed after ingesting sn to calm down won't matter tho, but from previous posts alcohol is definitely a no go. Other than that best wishes to you and hoping that you find whatever it is you're seeking be it in this life or after.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I don't see why you can't have a full meal if you have 13hrs? I don't know why you wished to fast for 2 days but the stomach should normally be empty by 4 to 8 hrs after a meal granted it's not fatty and to too much. I say don't spend your last moments starved to that extent but I'm also partial to food and last meals so... I hope the supposed deadline isn't pushing you to jump on to the bus when you aren't fully ready. Peace to you whatever you decide.
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
407
They recommend around 10 or so hours of fasting before you injest sn so you'll be good to go with something sweet before.
Just make sure you have at least 6 hours to yourself so no one will find you .
 
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