OzymandiAsh
Member
- Nov 6, 2025
- 7
Hi all, I'm based in North England and looking to CTB pretty soon. I've struggled with neurological and mental issues for years (FND, depression, etc). 26 M. There is no way I'm going on living like this.
SN is difficult to get here and in any case the PPH guide makes this method look quite complicated.
I was going to OD on SSRI + MAOI, but apparently serotonin syndrome can be very painful and the hyperthermia can feel like being cooked from the inside out.
Apparently, eating a small amount of rolling tobacco can be fatal, but the nicotine poisoning will cause severe nausea and vomitting. Doesn't sound fun. One could also drink oneself to death, but that would be expensive and apparently you'd just throw most of it up anyway.
I'm considering jumping, e.g. from Whitby or Flamborough cliffs, but not sure if they're gonna be high enough.
Otherwise there's cutting (described as a non-method here but I think I might be determined enough to do it), or hanging
In any case I wanna be one and done. I've never attempted before and I want my first attempt to be my last.
If anyone has any tips on good jumping sites or anything, I'd be grateful, thanks :)
SN is difficult to get here and in any case the PPH guide makes this method look quite complicated.
I was going to OD on SSRI + MAOI, but apparently serotonin syndrome can be very painful and the hyperthermia can feel like being cooked from the inside out.
Apparently, eating a small amount of rolling tobacco can be fatal, but the nicotine poisoning will cause severe nausea and vomitting. Doesn't sound fun. One could also drink oneself to death, but that would be expensive and apparently you'd just throw most of it up anyway.
I'm considering jumping, e.g. from Whitby or Flamborough cliffs, but not sure if they're gonna be high enough.
Otherwise there's cutting (described as a non-method here but I think I might be determined enough to do it), or hanging
In any case I wanna be one and done. I've never attempted before and I want my first attempt to be my last.
If anyone has any tips on good jumping sites or anything, I'd be grateful, thanks :)