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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

Member
Nov 6, 2025
7
Hi all, I'm based in North England and looking to CTB pretty soon. I've struggled with neurological and mental issues for years (FND, depression, etc). 26 M. There is no way I'm going on living like this.

SN is difficult to get here and in any case the PPH guide makes this method look quite complicated.

I was going to OD on SSRI + MAOI, but apparently serotonin syndrome can be very painful and the hyperthermia can feel like being cooked from the inside out.

Apparently, eating a small amount of rolling tobacco can be fatal, but the nicotine poisoning will cause severe nausea and vomitting. Doesn't sound fun. One could also drink oneself to death, but that would be expensive and apparently you'd just throw most of it up anyway.

I'm considering jumping, e.g. from Whitby or Flamborough cliffs, but not sure if they're gonna be high enough.

Otherwise there's cutting (described as a non-method here but I think I might be determined enough to do it), or hanging

In any case I wanna be one and done. I've never attempted before and I want my first attempt to be my last.

If anyone has any tips on good jumping sites or anything, I'd be grateful, thanks :)
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,897
Welcome to SaSu. Sorry life has brought toy to thiss point. Killing yourself is a highly personal choice and no one here can tell you how to do it. As far as overall methods, the best we can do is direct you to some resources for you to do research and decide for yourself what works for you. As far as jumping places, there are some threads here where people have discussed that. I'm not sure how much information they contain. If you post around a bit, you will eventually get the search unlocked and you can look up those threads.

 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
494
Welcome, and I'm sorry for your health issues. Please see this link for further information on jumping.
All the methods you mentioned except hanging and jumping are very unreliable, and likely to end up in failure and pain and physical damage. You'll learn more about what you're seeking for through reading threads, interacting with us, sharing your feelings, and contributing this site. Good luck🤗
 
OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

Member
Nov 6, 2025
7
Welcome, and I'm sorry for your health issues. Please see this link for further information on jumping.
All the methods you mentioned except hanging and jumping are very unreliable, and likely to end up in failure and pain and physical damage. You'll learn more about what you're seeking for through reading threads, interacting with us, sharing your feelings, and contributing this site. Good luck🤗
Thanks for the link

Sigh. How about drinking from a fire extinguisher?
 

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