TheYounger

TheYounger

Aria Math
Jun 7, 2020
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Addicted to smoking cigarettes. Addicted to eating food. Addicted to drinking alcohol. Just addicted.

Earning $460 every paycheck. Have been in a part time job making pizza dough. Doesn't seem like that job is really going far though. Constantly in poverty. Constantly having to avoid people. Been in a relationship for about 6 months, doesn't seem like that's going far either.

Being obese sucks. Been eating mcdonald's and fast food. Been drinking soda. Haven't been in the mood to do anything. Think about suicide from time to time. How nice it would be to end all of this and go back to heaven or hell. Doesn't matter. Better than this shit life. Constantly running out of money. Only 92 cents in bank account and payday isn't until 4 days from now. Fuck, this sucks.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Addictions certainly suck! If I don't stop drinking I'll have no money left but... How can I escape from this reality without a vice?

Sorry you're feeling like this. I kinda feel the same as you.

Hope we can find peace soon.
 
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