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sighingspider
Hi, How are you.
- May 28, 2020
- 48
Maybe its just me, or maybe everyone has it. But when every time I try to get my mind out of depression, I will do something that I know is bad for my health and has really not help to me what so ever. But once I am done with the process of my addiction, I feel even more depressed and just regret even doing it in the first place. It's like a never ending cycle. At first I really want to, but once I am done with it. Its just empty. Nothing else matters and suddenly I just feel the weight of the world. It's so f*cking annoying...