Oh shit. Haven't they assessed you though as being eligible? Why would that change? I imagine in many cases, things will only have worsened. Although, perhaps not with some mental illness. Say if a new treatment came out in that time.
A bit cheeky to ask- ignore it if I'm overstepping but- did they ask for payment to be assessed upfront? I know they do sometines charge for part of the assessment- even if a person is unsuccessful ultimately.
I'm guessing it was more of a- mental illness has a 3 year waiting list- come back then type thing?
Truthfully though- it makes me kind of angry. I'm not in a position to even be considered for assisted suicide. My reasons are more circumstantial. But, if I was really suffering with physical or mental health, it would piss me off, doctors having the say so on whether I was suffering adequately enough. F*ck that!
I don't know, like if I change my mind, I can always say no... and if I change my mind, when I'm dead, I'm dead. But even doctors have to follow the law. I'm glad I live in a country where I can finally get euthanasia, even though it might not be possible now. There's still a chance, but I don't want to wait that long. I wish I could sleep. I have chronic insomnia and it's not getting better. They don't want to give me better medication, or there aren't any, I don't know, but the medication doesn't help me, but I can use it for SN...
You don't have to pay for euthanasia, everything comes from health insurance, so I think it's almost free... but the waiting list is terrible...
I told them all, damn it, but I still need them on my side. They want me to suffer. I believe they can get me out of here if they want, but they also need to make money, and you don't get any money from a dead person. I hate that everything here is about money and that none of my attempts have worked and I'm still here... I'm also so scared of SN. I wish I never had such big psychological problems. that I end up like this in pain, without meditation and with only death as part of my plane... NO ONE deserves this, no one, the worst thing I've experienced is the intermittent insomnia, panic attacks and the idea that I might die soon, but I hope so... because I can't live like this anymore...