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Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
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I have finally coming to terms with the fact I will die by suicide. It is no longer a matter of if but when.
The future scares me so much I don't want to see the next 10- 20 years . I am absolutely disappointed in what my life turned about to be. Nobody understands how scared I am of the future all everyone says I will be fine.
I dont belong here in this world and I have no future.
My family are all mad at me. I have upset everyone in my life.
Everyone is better off without me. I dont know where I belong in this world or who I really am.
I am not enough strong for this world.
I wanted to do massive things with my life ie travel , get married, make the world a better and have all these amazing experiences maybe it wasn't meant to be .
Nobody really does understand me I am misunderstood by many . I am all alone in this world.
All I know is when I kill myself everything that I feel and everything I am will be gone in a moment just like that. Death feels so liberating . It is nobody fault I killed myself I just wasn't made for life.
The future scares me so much I don't want to see the next 10- 20 years . I am absolutely disappointed in what my life turned about to be. Nobody understands how scared I am of the future all everyone says I will be fine.
I dont belong here in this world and I have no future.
My family are all mad at me. I have upset everyone in my life.
Everyone is better off without me. I dont know where I belong in this world or who I really am.
I am not enough strong for this world.
I wanted to do massive things with my life ie travel , get married, make the world a better and have all these amazing experiences maybe it wasn't meant to be .
Nobody really does understand me I am misunderstood by many . I am all alone in this world.
All I know is when I kill myself everything that I feel and everything I am will be gone in a moment just like that. Death feels so liberating . It is nobody fault I killed myself I just wasn't made for life.
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