Livingvsdying25

Livingvsdying25

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,188
I feel awful for a few reasons but not much can be done about it, except riding it out. Going on with my day.

Its all just tiring bc i have no want or ambition to do anything about it anymore. I wish i could just disappear.

Oh, the days how i wish i could scrunch them up and throw them sway. Gather them all and skip ahead. I have no interest in being on this earth anymore.

I dunno how else to describe it other than utterly miserable inside.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
I'm so sorry. I know, I feel the same. Utterly miserable. I just want time to skip ahead so I can be gone. I'm just running on fumes now, one day at a time.

We are here to talk if you need to. ❤
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
800
I'm sorry your so miserable. I hope it gets better for you.
 
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DoodleBug

DoodleBug

Just a guy passing by
Dec 9, 2019
134
Aye, the fog of not being able to express your misery anymore is one of the most taxing thing to endure. I'm sorry you have to go through this. Finding the proper way to explain takes a lot. I know how it is to loose all the drive. Days stop mattering - they're short and feel long, filled with absolutely useless activities. Sending big hugs : c
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I know that feeling. It's horrible
 
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