Absolutely fed up.

[TCA]

Lost my house, job, partner car about 2 years ago
Moved to a dufferent country but pay was shit so moved back. Git to explore though.
Got a new job. Bought a car. Power steering failed and crashed
Lost my job two days ago. Have opportunities to go start another tomorrow morning. No motivation.
Have court mid March maybe jail maybe community order

Bought N like 2 years ago when I was at an all time low. Also got sn. Diaze. Tramadol and oxy. Done lots of research. Don't know which to use. Would like to kms in court but that's hardly viable.

Thinking about partying toll the day before court. Then maybe hire a car taje a long trip and end it.
Also can only sleep if I drink. I bet my liver is done.

 

[Soul]

@TCA, I'm sorry you've had so much to deal with.

Since you have N, which most people regard as the Cadillac of exit drugs, can I ask why you're unsure about using it?

Please be careful not to do something that would only make your situation worse. x

 

[randomz]

I am sorry to hearr the situation you are in. But it appears you are strong enough to go through some hardships in life. Why don't you give yourself a little brake from everything in order to regain your motivation to keep going and try again with a new job?

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Would like to kms in court but that's hardly viable.

That would be awesome like a final fuck you to the system just like that guy who drank poison in court and died or Budd Dwyer who shot and killed himself.

 

[TCA]

That would be awesome like a final fuck you to the system just like that guy who drank poison in court and died or Budd Dwyer who shot and killed himself.

Cyanide. I saw that.

 

[TCA]

I am sorry to hearr the situation you are in. But it appears you are strong enough to go through some hardships in life. Why don't you give yourself a little brake from everything in order to regain your motivation to keep going and try again with a new job?

But then I am anxious about this court date. Feels like whatever I do I'll end up up hanging in prison.

@TCA, I'm sorry you've had so much to deal with.

Since you have N, which most people regard as the Cadillac of exit drugs, can I ask why you're unsure about using it?

Please be careful not to do something that would only make your situation worse. x

I dint know. I've been doing my best to recover. And having N. A lethal substance. Has done me more good than bad. I have anti anemics too. Since the day it arrived I looked at it and cried. After that. I've tried to sort my life out. But sane old same old. Always comes crashing down. In 2 days I'll be homeless too. Backpacking

 

[randomz]

But then I am anxious about this court date. Feels like whatever I do I'll end up up hanging in prison.

You don't know that, you said you could get sentenced with community order. What did you do and what are the punishments for what you did in your country?

 

[TCA]

You don't know that, you said you could get sentenced with community order. What did you do and what are the punishments for what you did in your country?

I don't know. Somebody attacked me with a knife and I took it from them and held onto it. He reported me for assault and police came and found it in my pocket. I didn't even hit him just took his knife I am not the type of person to carry a weapon. I don't fucking need one!

I'm now in court for possession of a bladed article.

 

[randomz]

I don't know. Somebody attacked me with a knife and I took it from them and held onto it. He reported me for assault and police came and found it in my pocket. I didn't even hit him just took his knife I am not the type of person to carry a weapon. I don't fucking need one!

I'm now in court for possession of a bladed article.

I don't think you will get a death sentence for such thing. Maybe a fine and some community service at most. But it depends on the laws in your country.

 

[TCA]

I don't think you will get a death sentence for such thing. Maybe a fine and some community service at most. But it depends on the laws in your country.

I'm in the UK. Its a big thing here with gangs and whatnot. Wouldn't matter anyway I'd just be doing nothing all day like now. I actually want to go to work this is fucking boring.

 

[randomz]

I'm in the UK. Its a big thing here with gangs and whatnot. Wouldn't matter anyway I'd just be doing nothing all day like now. I actually want to go to work this is fucking boring.

see, then there is not a huge problem there. I am sure everything will be fine and it will turn out great for you at the end.

 

[TCA]

see, then there is not a huge problem there. I am sure everything will be fine and it will turn out great for you at the end.

You're more confident than I am. Do I risk it or CTB beforehand?

 

[oopswronglife]

You're more confident than I am. Do I risk it or CTB beforehand?

A lesson I have learned in life is to not make decisions or act on what I think MIGHT happen...rather on what DOES happen. I've been right and wrong in life so it would be a shame to act because of something that never comes to pass. I have done that as I think we all have. As always...your body/your choice...but I hope we can all give ourselves the best chance possible.

 

[Berlin76]

A lesson I have learned in life is to not make decisions or act on what I think MIGHT happen...rather on what DOES happen. I've been right and wrong in life so it would be a shame to act because of something that never comes to pass. I have done that as I think we all have. As always...your body/your choice...but I hope we can all give ourselves the best chance possible.

Bit of the subject
But your name is so funny oopswronglife lol like walking into the wrong door lol

 

[randomz]

You're more confident than I am. Do I risk it or CTB beforehand?

What @oopswronglife said. Don't risk it, just see what happens. There could always be a happy ending.