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determination

determination

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Jul 23, 2025
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I've seen that just 1 gram of the stuff can kill you, and everyone seems to take around 15-25g, but I can't find places that sell 25g (that sell to places that aren't businesses or schools). I've seen a few that sell 500g, which seems like way too much, but if it's the only way, should I just buy it? It's around 100$ usually (heard it's cheap to produce and it's only expensive to deter people from buying it), and is 500g big? I don't want my family suspecting anything, since they're only used to Amazon packages and I'm usually not home because of work.

What do you all think?
 
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with this sort of stuff, you should be at home to receive it in hands. maybe when you have holidays. if your family gets it and asks questions, it could be complicated to explain and they will investigate. but i thought amazon had banned it for years. is it nitrite or nitrate ? take care
 
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determination

determination

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Jul 23, 2025
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It's Nitrite, Amazon has had it banned for a while so I've been looking for other sites and stuff for it. I'm not super patient and I wanna get it soon, I've never taken a day off of work so it'll look suspicious if I decide to randomly. I can try and time it so it arrives on my day off which is what I'll likely do.
 
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naookoo128

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Schmerz den Masochisten
Jul 13, 2025
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My SN arrived today, it has 1kg and its the size of a 1 litre waterbottle. Testkit arrived too, will do the testing tomorrow.
 
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I've seen that just 1 gram of the stuff can kill you, and everyone seems to take around 15-25g, but I can't find places that sell 25g (that sell to places that aren't businesses or schools). I've seen a few that sell 500g, which seems like way too much, but if it's the only way, should I just buy it? It's around 100$ usually (heard it's cheap to produce and it's only expensive to deter people from buying it), and is 500g big? I don't want my family suspecting anything, since they're only used to Amazon packages and I'm usually not home because of work.

What do you all think?
I actually went ahead and bought the 500g one. The jar itself wasn't that big, maybe about the size of one of those hair mask jars, like the ones you'd find in a salon kit, maybe you know.
Definitely not something that would immediately scream "suspicious" if someone just glanced at it (not taking in account the label that basically "screams": "TOXIC", "DANGEROUS" etc.)

But the box they shipped it in?
Absolutely ridiculous, it was massive. Like, it literally came up to my knees. You'd think I ordered a small fridge or something.
So yeah, the jar won't raise eyebrows, but the box might.

It's a good thing I ordered it to a pick up point, not to my actual address.

But that's only my experience ordering it from a small local source. I don't know why did they even came up with the idea of using enormous boxes for a relatively small jar...

Your source might be using more discreet containers.

Anyway, I wish you luck and send you hugs 🤗
 
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determination

determination

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Jul 23, 2025
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My SN arrived today, it has 1kg and its the size of a 1 litre waterbottle. Testkit arrived too, will do the testing tomorrow.
Then 500g doesn't seem like it will be too big, thank you for letting me know.
A question, did your package seem suspicious? Was it marked as chemicals or was it just a white/brown cardboard box w/ delivery details?
I actually went ahead and bought the 500g one. The jar itself wasn't that big, maybe about the size of one of those hair mask jars, like the ones you'd find in a salon kit, maybe you know.
Definitely not something that would immediately scream "suspicious" if someone just glanced at it (not taking in account the label that basically "screams": "TOXIC", "DANGEROUS" etc.)

But the box they shipped it in?
Absolutely ridiculous, it was massive. Like, it literally came up to my knees. You'd think I ordered a small fridge or something.
So yeah, the jar won't raise eyebrows, but the box might.

It's a good thing I order it to a pick up point, not to my actual address.

But that's only my experience ordering it from a small local source. I don't know why did they even came up with the idea of using enormous boxes for a relatively small jar...

Your source might be using more discreet containers.

Anyway, I wish you luck and send you hugs 🤗
Made the part above before I refreshed sorry.
Eh, I've ordered a couple medium sizedish things before, so even if it is that big it shouldn't maybe raise suspicion? The label will suck though, I'll try my best to bring it in without anyone noticing or whatever. Plus, maybe my package won't be as bad?

Edit: I'm new to this site, I didn't know replies stacked like that
 
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naookoo128

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Well, the bottle is marked as very toxic ofc, but it was packaged in brown cardboard, without saying whats inside. But depends on the seller, the country you order from, country you live in and so on, I guess. And, for example, my seller does not only sell chemicals, more like food, supplements and so on. So the branding doesnt look suspicious. But maybe thats different when the seller mainly sells chemicals, toxic stuff and so on.
 
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determination

determination

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Jul 23, 2025
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Well, the bottle is marked as very toxic ofc, but it was packaged in brown cardboard, without saying whats inside. But depends on the seller, the country you order from, country you live in and so on, I guess. And, for example, my seller does not only sell chemicals, more like food, supplements and so on. So the branding doesnt look suspicious. But maybe thats different when the seller mainly sells chemicals, toxic stuff and so on.
Ah, I don't know why but I took it as the box itself was marked as chemicals, sorry. I know the bottle itself will. I can just hope the box or whatever it's packaged in isn't weird.
 
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Lyn

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Made the part above before I refreshed sorry.
Eh, I've ordered a couple medium sizedish things before, so even if it is that big it shouldn't maybe raise suspicion? The label will suck though, I'll try my best to bring it in without anyone noticing or whatever. Plus, maybe my package won't be as bad?

Edit: I'm new to this site, I didn't know replies stacked like that
It's likely that your box won't be that suspicious. It's just my bad luck. Just pointing out that stuff happens...

But if it's a chemical laboratory, not some kind of a food supplement supplier, as Naookoo128 pointed out, it may have suspicious labels on it (my box had the same label as the jar itself, so very obvious).

Can't you order it to some pick up point instead?
 
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determination

determination

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Jul 23, 2025
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It's likely that your box won't be that suspicious. It's just my bad luck. Just pointing out that stuff happens...

But if it's a chemical laboratory, not some kind of a food supplement supplier, as Naookoo128 pointed out, it may have suspicious labels on it (my box had the same label as the jar itself, so very obvious).

Can't you order it to some pick up point instead?
I have no personal way of transportation, and there aren't any spots close enough to walk too. Even if I could go somewhere, I don't go outside or anywhere normally so my parents would definitely think somethings up. I am a very introverted person, so I basically have to get it delivered to me or to my mailbox (Which I could walk to, I've done that before like twice I think, so that could work?)
 
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I have no personal way of transportation, and there aren't any spots close enough to walk too. Even if I could go somewhere, I don't go outside or anywhere normally so my parents would definitely think somethings up. I am a very introverted person, so I basically have to get it delivered to me or to my mailbox (Which I could walk to, I've done that before like twice I think, so that could work?)
Sorry to hear things are that way.
Though I totally get it. I have social anxiety and whenever I suddenly went out, it used to raise suspicions.
But things changed and I just have to go out regularly now... Though the order still required me to make up legends and act with caution.

Anyway, good luck with whatever you're up to!
 
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SewingDust

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Aug 14, 2024
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I'm so sorry for you guys... My country sucks in many ways, but 500 g of SN costs 2 USD and you can buy it everywhere without any problems :/

Can you order it for your work? Or maybe isn't it a normal thing to do in your place?
 
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determination

determination

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Jul 23, 2025
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I'm so sorry for you guys... My country sucks in many ways, but 500 g of SN costs 2 USD and you can buy it everywhere without any problems :/

Can you order it for your work? Or maybe isn't it a normal thing to do in your place?
I've checked a good amount of sites and the price is usually around 70-100$, maybe I'm just not looking hard enough?

I've never ordered anything and I don't know how I'd go by having it delivered to my job or anything. If I did I would still have to bring the package home with my parents (they drive me to and from work, I don't have form of transport like I said) and then they would for sure wonder where I got it from.
 
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I'm so sorry for you guys... My country sucks in many ways, but 500 g of SN costs 2 USD and you can buy it everywhere without any problems :/

Can you order it for your work? Or maybe isn't it a normal thing to do in your place?
I was just about to say, are you from Poland or what :D I also got it from your country
 
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