Green Destiny
Life isn't worth the trouble.
- Nov 16, 2019
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Growing up I used to be quite the cry baby in my family but then again what child doesn't cry growing up? I cried over hurting myself, losing video games, getting scared when my mom and step dad would fight there's probably plenty more things I cried over. However somewhere down the line I've somewhat disconnected myself from crying. I honestly can't remember the last time I cried or outright bawled myself to exhaustion like I did when I was a child, it's been years I know that much. I think I associated crying with shame and embarrassment and my brain blocked off the ability to do so freely. I feel like if I somehow reconnected that part of myself I would feel a little bit better. Or maybe it'd just make me feel worse haha.