lemonandcapers
I Wanna End Me (she/her)
- Jun 7, 2025
- 107
Two months ago, it felt like a switch flipped in my brain. Almost like someone hit the self-destruct button on me and set me free. And I was going to carry out a plan I had abandoned months prior.
Then, I had a PTSD episode at my parents' house and became too terrified to do anything including going through with my plan.
I finally was able to get a refill of my Abilify, and I took it after a month of not taking it. My active SI disappeared, and while I continue to have passive ideation, it has returned to what it was before.
I had a similar episode earlier in the year and did not connect the dots until now. Apparently Abilify can cause SI if you withdraw off of it.
Be careful out there!
Then, I had a PTSD episode at my parents' house and became too terrified to do anything including going through with my plan.
I finally was able to get a refill of my Abilify, and I took it after a month of not taking it. My active SI disappeared, and while I continue to have passive ideation, it has returned to what it was before.
I had a similar episode earlier in the year and did not connect the dots until now. Apparently Abilify can cause SI if you withdraw off of it.
Be careful out there!
